To be worthy of the dark
I never felt myself worthy
Of standing under the sun.
I knew the warmth belonged
Only to those granted permission.
People like me knew to keep
Our places in the shade.
Protected, untouched, and unsettled.
Until I was finally pushed
Beyond my comfortable patch
Of humble - yet unforgiving - solitude
And my skin felt this new sensation
Of being whole.
In disbelief of my ever being worthy,
I traverse the boundary
Between light and dark,
Knowing one is where I belong,
And one is where I had hoped to be.
Every day, the sun sets:
Equal without our shadows,
Enter the night with me.