The Filth

I keep getting stuck in this filth
Trying not to lose whats left of my free will
I'm running in circles and there's no end in sight
Yeah I'm losing myself and I'm loosing control

I've been fighting with myself everyday
I keep falling behind, they keep dragging me back
I cant move forward with all this weight on my shoulders
I keep lying to myself, I keep thinking this time she'll be you
I'm lost in this tide, I'm stuck on this ride
I'm Spinning in circles, and I'm losing control
I'll try and power through, Ill try to not fail

But I keep getting stuck in this filth
Trying not to lose whats left of my free will
I'm running in circles and there's no end in sight
Yeah I'm losing myself and I'm loosing control

We've been fighting so long
We wouldn't know peace at our door
Feeling so helpless but I must press forth
Being stuck in this place has lasted for far too long
I'm fighting the urge to give up and not even try
Losing it all before the calm in the storm
I've waited so long and I've given it my all

But I keep getting stuck in this filth
Trying not to lose whats left of my free will
I'm running in circles and there's no end in sight
Yeah I'm losing myself and I'm loosing control

Trapped in the silence, I've lost myself again
feeling so helpless and struggling with sin
fear is the leader of all those who see
all the pain and the hurt for all of us to bear
I'm tired and lost, looking for an answer to why
I'm stuck losing it all if the path does not show
I'm hopeless but I'm fighting, for all that is right

But I keep getting stuck in this filth
Trying not to lose whats left of my free will
I'm running in circles and there's no end in sight
Yeah I'm losing myself and I'm loosing control

We put blame on others to explain away our greed.
We fight for peace but we prefer to put up our walls.
We keep fighting with ourselves and freeing the beast
Leaving us lost in this hopelessness for all to see.