i have made progress when my father passes away

1 ,i have made progress when my father passes away,
when my father passes away, i have made progress,
i give the father put on passing away sock or stocking,
the shoes, button closing the open upper outer garment
and with my face, be kissing, be kissing the gigantic
rock like the gentle breeze. when my father passes away,
i have had progress- - - - - - - to have acted as all above
i am bold to practise by no means thing.
Because in ten years before When my mother Died,

go forward because in ten years before when my mother passes away,
i have scared [have been badly scared] regards,
i have not dared kiss the mother who stops breath,
though depicting on the book kiss pass away person is to be
rich in moving poetry behavior, and, my soul of a deceased
person of still very dreadful mother. though i very good,
am in mother always to the mother before one's death, but,
i am still the soul of a deceased person of dreadful mother.
but, this time i am not afraid of the soul of a deceased person of father.

by zhanglinyi