Minute Behind + Minute Ahead

I'm always a minute behind and a minute ahead.
I try to stay at the centerfold but I get tugged at the vices of life.

                                                               Which way do I go?
My stars are there but aren't aligned.
                                                      Why did I lose track of time? 
 I'm always a minute behind and a minite ahead.

I'm stuck on a frequency that isn't mine and even when I turn the channel thinkin' it would work in my favor, I'm out here wrting on paper...
                                                                Life Sentence(s)      
Injustice to my cognitive being. 
I try to align the stars.
                                                               How is this fair?
I'm always a minute behind and a minute ahead.

I'm behind on what's important. The truth could be blunt and I would find an excuse to pull back the curtains.
No round of applause here
                                               I don't Trust me. I don't Love me. Why can't anyone Save me. 

I am always a minute behind and a minute ahead.