Questions of Despair pt1

And I so I laid and thought
My skin begins to peel
And my flesh began to rot
Would it matter if I stayed?
Would anyone notice? Who would care?
Even if I stayed just to get played
Would anyone be able to bare
The sudden disappearance of me
Or would I just dissolve into the water like an elegant tea
Sure a few would be shocked and sad
Maybe even some would be mad
Although in the end We will all be forgotten and become null
But Our memories together will be eternal