'Twas sweet to know it only possible--
Some wishes cross'd my mind & dimly cheer'd it--
And one or two poor melancholy Pleasures[;]
In these, the pale unwarming light of Hope
Silv'ring their flimsy wing flew silent by,
Moths in the Moonlight--
When one is lonely (and You,
My Dearest, know why,
as I know why it must be),
steps can be taken, even
a call-boy can help.
To-night, for instance, now that
Bert has been here, I
listen to the piercing screams
of palliardising cats
without self-pity.