I Have Been Kept Alive by Pain
Alive am I through lack of joy;
By joy you have been slowly slain;
So you are old, and I, a boy,
In all my hopes and dreams remain.
I have been kept alive by strife,
But you are moribund thro' peace,
My soul still longs for fuller life,
And yours from living seeks release.
You cannot live! I cannot die
While life has still so much to give.
You, through success, are dead; and I
By virtue of my failures live.
You, having garnered all things fair,
Can hope no more, so you are dead;
I, menaced by a black despair,
To an undying hope am wed:
You, having tasted all life's best,
Satiate, hopeless, dreamless lie;
But I!—my wounds refuse me rest;
I cannot age, I cannot die.
And, if I fail in life to win
The hopes that give me ardent breath,
I know that pangs of pain and sin
Will keep my soul alive in death.
And, rising from Death's natal sleep,
I still shall have the heart of youth,
And as a deathless spirit, reap
The ripened sheaves of love and truth.
I have been kept alive by pain—
By the nails driven in my cross,
And count my living failures gain,
And all your dead successes loss.
By joy you have been slowly slain;
So you are old, and I, a boy,
In all my hopes and dreams remain.
I have been kept alive by strife,
But you are moribund thro' peace,
My soul still longs for fuller life,
And yours from living seeks release.
You cannot live! I cannot die
While life has still so much to give.
You, through success, are dead; and I
By virtue of my failures live.
You, having garnered all things fair,
Can hope no more, so you are dead;
I, menaced by a black despair,
To an undying hope am wed:
You, having tasted all life's best,
Satiate, hopeless, dreamless lie;
But I!—my wounds refuse me rest;
I cannot age, I cannot die.
And, if I fail in life to win
The hopes that give me ardent breath,
I know that pangs of pain and sin
Will keep my soul alive in death.
And, rising from Death's natal sleep,
I still shall have the heart of youth,
And as a deathless spirit, reap
The ripened sheaves of love and truth.
I have been kept alive by pain—
By the nails driven in my cross,
And count my living failures gain,
And all your dead successes loss.
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