Told
The air lay soffly on the green fur 
of the almond, it was April 
and I said, I begin again 
but my hands burned in the damp earth 
the light ran between my fingers 
a black light like no other 
this was not home, the linnet 
settling on the oleander 
the green pod swelling 
the leaf slowly untwisting 
the slashed egg fallen from the nest 
the tongue of grass tasting 
I was being told by a pulse slowing 
in the eyes 
the dove mourning in shadow 
a nerve waking in the groin