Lost

Where did I go that day? I walked back inside; instead of driving away. I will never be the same again. Realizing this and accepting this has been something either "my mind"or "Spirit" can't comprehend.
And, still more and more come in. When is the end of this "concentration binge"? How can you replace a broken soul? This was all because you told. Sobbing the truth, yet never finding the roots, just watching all of the crooks who took it. Justice is nowhere in sight, so why be kind. All that's felt is a raging fight. Where is my light? Why me? Cause, I got down on bended knees and prayed to please take this away from me? I want my life, laughter, trust and love back. That was taken away that day when I was attacked. Where is my salvation? Always asking the same thing where did I go that day? When I walked back inside; Instead of driving away.