As another sleeps
this quiet is not the calm
of home. Here I worry
slumber shields him
from his longing to be
done, to leave—
we were both amazed
how bodies went on
wanting for so long.
And now his breathing
fills me with terror,
I am afraid to cough
or disturb the restful
sloughing. When will it
be enough, just
passion exhausted,
when will I be free
to sleep, to listen to a
body breathe without
second-guessing it?
Used by permission of the author.
this quiet is not the calm
of home. Here I worry
slumber shields him
from his longing to be
done, to leave—
we were both amazed
how bodies went on
wanting for so long.
And now his breathing
fills me with terror,
I am afraid to cough
or disturb the restful
sloughing. When will it
be enough, just
passion exhausted,
when will I be free
to sleep, to listen to a
body breathe without
second-guessing it?
Used by permission of the author.