Moon-Struck: A Fantasy
MOON-STRUCK. A Fantasy.
It is a moor Barren and treeless; lying high and bare
Beneath the arched sky. The rushing winds
Fly over it, each with his strong bow bent
And quiver fiull of whistling arrows keen.
I am a woman, lonely, old, and poor.
If there be any one who watches me
(But there is none) adown the long blank woldl,
My figure painted on the level sky
Would startle him as if it were a ghost,
And like a ghost, a weary wandering ghost,
I roam and roam, and shiver through the dark
That will not hide me.
O for but one hour,
One blessed hour of warm and dewy night,
To wrap me like a pall - with not an eye
In earth or heaven to pierce the black seirene.
Night, call ye this?
No night; no dark - no rest -
A moon-ray sweeps down sudden from the sky,
And smites the moor Is't thou, accursed
Thing, Broad, pallid, like a great woe looming out
Out of its long-seal'd grave, to fill all earth
With its dead ghastly smile? Art there again,
Round, perfect, large, as when we buried thee,
I and the kindly clouds that heard my prayers?
I'll sit me down and meet thee face to face,
Mine enemy! — Why didst thou rise upon
My world- my innocent world, to make me mad?
Wherefore shine forth, a tiny tremulous curve
Hung out in the grey sunset beauteously,
To tempt mine eyes-then nightly to increase
Slow orbing, till thy full, blank, pitiless stare
Hunts me across the world?
No rest -no dark Ho-ur after hour that passionless bright face
Climbs up the desolate blue. I will press down
The lids on my tired eye-balls — crouch in dust,
And pray. Thank God, thank God!- a cloud has hid
My torturer. The night at last is free:
Forth peep in crowds the merry twinkling stars.
Ah, we'll shine out, the little silly stars
And I; we'll dance together across the moor,
They up aloft -I here. At last, at last
We are avengegd of our adversary!
The frieshening of the night air feels like dawn.
Who said that I was mad? I will arise,
Throw off my burthen, march across the wold
Airily I-Ia, what, stumbling?
Nay, no fear - I am used unto the dark, for many a year
Steering compalnionless athwart the waste
To where, deep hid in valleys of white mist,
The pleasant home-lights shine. I will but pause,
Turn round and gaze - O me! O miserable name?
The cloud-bank overflows: sudden out-pour
The bright white moon-rays- ah, I drown, I drown, And o'er the flood, with steady motion, slow It walketh - my inexorable
Doom. No more: I shall not struggle any more'
I will lie down as quiet as a child,
I can but die. There, I have hid my face:
Stray travellers passing o'er the silent wold
Would only say " She sleeps. "
Glare on, my Doom; I will not look at thee: and if at times
I shiver, still I neither weep nor moan:
Angels may see, I neither weep nor moan. Was that sharp.
Whistling wind the morning breeze
That calls the stars back to the obscure of heaven?
I am very cold. -And yet there is a change.
Less fiercely the sharp moonbeams smite my brain,
My heart beats slower, duller: soothing rest
Like a soft garment binds my shuddering limbs.
If I looked up now, should I see it still
Gibbeted ghastly in the hopeless sky?
No! It is very strange: all things seem strange:
Pale spectral face, I do not fear thee now:
Was't this mere shadow which did haunt me once
Like an avenging fiend? - Well, we fade out
Together: I'll nor dread nor curse thee more.
How calm the earth seems! and I know the moor
Glistens with dew-stars. I will try and turn
My poor face eastward.
Close not, eyes! That light Fringing the far hills, all so fair - so fair, Is it not dawn?
I am dying, but't is dawn. " Upon the mountains I behold the feet
Of my Beloved: let us forth to meet " — Deatlh.
This is death. I see the light no more; I sleep.
But like a morning bird my soul
Springs singing upward, into the deeps of heaven
Through world on world to follow Infinite Day.
It is a moor Barren and treeless; lying high and bare
Beneath the arched sky. The rushing winds
Fly over it, each with his strong bow bent
And quiver fiull of whistling arrows keen.
I am a woman, lonely, old, and poor.
If there be any one who watches me
(But there is none) adown the long blank woldl,
My figure painted on the level sky
Would startle him as if it were a ghost,
And like a ghost, a weary wandering ghost,
I roam and roam, and shiver through the dark
That will not hide me.
O for but one hour,
One blessed hour of warm and dewy night,
To wrap me like a pall - with not an eye
In earth or heaven to pierce the black seirene.
Night, call ye this?
No night; no dark - no rest -
A moon-ray sweeps down sudden from the sky,
And smites the moor Is't thou, accursed
Thing, Broad, pallid, like a great woe looming out
Out of its long-seal'd grave, to fill all earth
With its dead ghastly smile? Art there again,
Round, perfect, large, as when we buried thee,
I and the kindly clouds that heard my prayers?
I'll sit me down and meet thee face to face,
Mine enemy! — Why didst thou rise upon
My world- my innocent world, to make me mad?
Wherefore shine forth, a tiny tremulous curve
Hung out in the grey sunset beauteously,
To tempt mine eyes-then nightly to increase
Slow orbing, till thy full, blank, pitiless stare
Hunts me across the world?
No rest -no dark Ho-ur after hour that passionless bright face
Climbs up the desolate blue. I will press down
The lids on my tired eye-balls — crouch in dust,
And pray. Thank God, thank God!- a cloud has hid
My torturer. The night at last is free:
Forth peep in crowds the merry twinkling stars.
Ah, we'll shine out, the little silly stars
And I; we'll dance together across the moor,
They up aloft -I here. At last, at last
We are avengegd of our adversary!
The frieshening of the night air feels like dawn.
Who said that I was mad? I will arise,
Throw off my burthen, march across the wold
Airily I-Ia, what, stumbling?
Nay, no fear - I am used unto the dark, for many a year
Steering compalnionless athwart the waste
To where, deep hid in valleys of white mist,
The pleasant home-lights shine. I will but pause,
Turn round and gaze - O me! O miserable name?
The cloud-bank overflows: sudden out-pour
The bright white moon-rays- ah, I drown, I drown, And o'er the flood, with steady motion, slow It walketh - my inexorable
Doom. No more: I shall not struggle any more'
I will lie down as quiet as a child,
I can but die. There, I have hid my face:
Stray travellers passing o'er the silent wold
Would only say " She sleeps. "
Glare on, my Doom; I will not look at thee: and if at times
I shiver, still I neither weep nor moan:
Angels may see, I neither weep nor moan. Was that sharp.
Whistling wind the morning breeze
That calls the stars back to the obscure of heaven?
I am very cold. -And yet there is a change.
Less fiercely the sharp moonbeams smite my brain,
My heart beats slower, duller: soothing rest
Like a soft garment binds my shuddering limbs.
If I looked up now, should I see it still
Gibbeted ghastly in the hopeless sky?
No! It is very strange: all things seem strange:
Pale spectral face, I do not fear thee now:
Was't this mere shadow which did haunt me once
Like an avenging fiend? - Well, we fade out
Together: I'll nor dread nor curse thee more.
How calm the earth seems! and I know the moor
Glistens with dew-stars. I will try and turn
My poor face eastward.
Close not, eyes! That light Fringing the far hills, all so fair - so fair, Is it not dawn?
I am dying, but't is dawn. " Upon the mountains I behold the feet
Of my Beloved: let us forth to meet " — Deatlh.
This is death. I see the light no more; I sleep.
But like a morning bird my soul
Springs singing upward, into the deeps of heaven
Through world on world to follow Infinite Day.
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