Lessons of belonging

Why don’t I see your face on the call Imake
Why does it appear so blue and gray 
Trapped in a box the moment so frail
The mist that washed you away
like the salty smiles I shed today

So clueless or was it the lessons you learned
What did I do to trap your blissful peace
Do I repent by writing these ?
Even when I wrote a song
But you didn’t even care to sing along 
The voice misconstrued
It was illicit of me to presume

Was I never the one you liked ?
And I destroyed your peace
The phonetics were clear or I hope so
Oh were you so busy ?or you got so vexed
That you wish me the best over a text

Hope you got your tranquility
I knows ones does no good
But even I say mercy
Can’t believe you’re the hearsay
What if I see you with a smile
And the loves that I piled up bleeds
Would you even believe I ever felt
Even if I was late and you see to early to melt