by Mariana M
After gazing into your eyes
Nothing seems pretty anymore
Even the sunsets lost their meaning
And galaxies appear so dull
After feeling the warmth of your smile
Nothing consoles me anymore
My father's arms are not as safe
As being in your presence
After hearing the song of your laugh
No melody invigorates me
My ears reject the sound
Of anything that isn't your voice
After hearing your kindest words
My mother's compliments sound harsh
For nothing can surpass
The sweetness of your gentle heart
After feeling the softness of your touch
My pillows give me headaches
Have I become too sensitive?
or are you too kindhearted?
I never had a choice
I'd carry all the burdens in the globe
I'd scream until I'd break my vocal chords
To spend another second in your world
But when you talk you never look at me
And when you say goodbye it's never for me
I'm renting a small square around your body
I swear my life is over when i watch you walk away
I wish that I was brave enough to chase you
I wish that I was strong enough to beg you not to go
I know if I was smart I would erase you
Unfortunately I craved your name too deep inside my soul
No dictionaries are needed now
To me you mean the world
I swear I'm not obsessed, my dear
That's just the way I love
My heartbeat is irregular
The doctor says it's broken
Referring to my lonely heart
The Rose's blooming rotten
This all has left me wondering
How everything is flawed
How could the beauty of the entire universe fit in just one person
I never thought I'd reach this point
To beg you on my knees
I've never felt so desperate
Oh God, am I in love?