Borderlined

I'm angry and unsure.
You love me this way.
Hating something so much,
Yet loving it even more.
Try to let go,
You smother me even more.
Picking off the bits and pieces,
Leftovers, I suppose.
Nobody can help me now,
It is forever, eternally ours.
This pain, it consumes as it looms.
Taking the rays of sunshine within my being.
How do you master this plague?
Never can escape, I'm stuck within you.

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