Member Poem

Your monster inside has an arrival unknown
Though its evil ways are easily shown
You are no longer human and can’t have a heartbeat
Because you have transformed into a selfish cold beast
Always feeding on good soul as prey
Then attacking them till they begin to decay
I honestly feel sorry for your black tainted heart
Because every emotion will always seem so far
Never feeling any joys that life can bring
And finding your happiness becomes too exhausting
Being so unsatisfied only makes your evil grow
Overbearing all purity of your once kind soul
I constantly wish for the monster to die miserably
But it is so doubtful for the true you to be
Without any pleasure to fill in your holes
There is no reason for the monster to let go
I can’t stomach all the bullshit you fed me
Your monster captures and infects me with disease
It is so nauseating how love is so blind
That I keep trying to tame your monster inside
I cannot stand how you’ve broken my soul
But it will come back, ten times more you’ll owe
I hate you as much as I have loved you
My eyes now open to the cruel things you do
I seem to always put the blame on myself
But I can’t be responsible for the pain you have dealt
I should have known the darkness I would ensure
By the girls you have destroyed two times before
Every curious heart should be forever be warned
The ways of your crueliness and how painful it unfolds
My sweet memories only keeping my love alive
But I must accept that they’ll never bring you to life
You can believe these words are the truth or lies
But you can never deny that you are a monster inside